As I sat this morning, surfing the Web for sales, I realize I’ve been postponing this particular post…. (and I don’t even like to shop – even from the comfort of my own home!) Graduation is tonight, and I am so conflicted.
Obviously, I am happy and proud with Henry’s achievements, as well as the countless others who contributed to his success. At times, we weren’t sure whether or not he would even graduate from high school – or how long it might take him. For his part, he is excited about the fall – college, residence, new friends…. But we are leaving a safe and happy place to enter the unknown, very adult world of college.
I ran into a group of friends this week on the street having coffee. It went like this… “How’s Henry?” they asked. “Fine,” I said. “He’s going off to college and living in residence this fall.” “How will he be with that?” they asked. “I think he’ll be fine – I hope so – we’ve set up a lot of support for him,” I say. “How will you be?”….. I realize in horror, that I’m perilously close to bursting into tears. Thank God for my Maui Jims! I haven’t been this emotional since I was 14, crossing over the threshold into “womanhood” (BTW, health class didn’t even come close to preparing me for the next 60 years….) I manage to pull myself back from the brink of the cliff and tell them the in-house joke of the past couple of months. I’ve been telling Brian (Left Brain), that come September, he’d better start paying more attention to me or I’m getting a dog for each room of the house! He tells me not to threaten him….
So, with these mixed feelings, I am charging up the camera battery, checking the flash, ensuring I have waterproof mascara, and picking out an outfit that is comfortable, and not too hot (basically one of my menopausal uniforms…)
I’ll let you know how it goes tomorrow….